10:37 PM
Thursday, February 08, 2007
4:21 AM
yah...i knw its been sometime i log into blogger..but i suddenly had the urge to write sumthing..
hmm..days hasnt been good..problem arising now and then..and yea after this semestral exam, im year 3...time really flies..am i going back to indo to continue my studies?or am i going to stay..can i even get into the university here..life sucks..
the time is 4.23 AM..i cant get to sleep..
what shld i do..i hate myself sumtimes... being the opposite of wat u are might be good at times..
i really wish i can change everything..is it too late now? will i disappoint the ppl around me?
i wish im still a child..living life without worries..
4:20 AM
yah..watever..i treat my parents very badly..thats wat they think..and my brother is the one they love..blah blah..stupid shit..my parents just dun biliv me anymore..fuck off!!
u suck..
dammit...its not like i dun do wat u wan me to do..sumtimes i just wan to do my own stuff..but u never let me..to think u always say those nice stuffs..yucks.
4:34 AM
2dae's the 2nd day she is working..
hmmm.it gets kinda boring when she goes to work..
games are 1 way to kill time..but games get boring after sometime.
volleyball?another good way..but without her presence.it feel as tho sumthing's missing.
been talking very little with her..
miss the days i play with her.talk with her.
its like...............................................................
i miss u! =P
I BLOG LIAO HOR..WAHAHA..U OSO MUST BLOG HOR!!
anw.jiayou!!the work only 2 weeks..go go go!!=)
thx dar.
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
3:41 AM
its bad to remind me that everything's fine all these while..
u said u wanna meet me before going for vball.
u went online,i msged u
u nvr reply.took u about an hour or so to reply me.
found out that u playing audition.
u say when i play game i dun care about u.u tell me if i dun,
will i keep nudging u for one whole hour while playing my game??
who is the one who didnt care about the other??
u chose to play ur game instead of telling me when and where to meet.
its so obvious that u treat it more importantly than me.
if u dun care
why shld i care.
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
12:51 AM
another post of mine .
its been fine all this while only until my parents came to singapore.
thanks to my big mouthed aunt,
my parents got to know everything about me and her.
they started to nag.
im really getting sick of it.
everything i do, they wan me to be so perfect.i just dunno why.
why do i have to listen to every single thing that they have to say.
i have my own thoughts too.
reading my smses without my consent is bad enuff.
i just didnt wan to say it out, i didnt wan to embarrass her.
the problem is why cant a 17 year old be in a relationship?
must i like wait till 30 or 40 years old then i have relationships?
argh..
please put urself in my shoe mum.dad.
when it comes, it cant be controlled..
do u ever understand? haiz.........................................................................................................
life is never good for ppl.
it would be good if this ends.sigh.
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
3:05 AM
its been awhile since ive blogged...
now i think blog is the only place i can vent all my anger, m hatred at...
im sorry blogger..
i cant fall asleep..
having to toss and turn on the bed for awhile..
my mind just wun let itself rest..
wthescu,
swjcoltma,
htiwbfaa.
ymiu, m, nhyttcm.
cccccciaucd...
DAMMIT..
ilytseaihufsr..
igjtebilytm,
uatottiwaly,
ihtobunobaft.
ynlhtbaggf,
yatsomahhtyutb.
yjdwtdatys.
ynkhtsac,
cwyfimalma.
tsgoy.
nyhmmhy.
i feel much better now..but i still cant sleep..
i hate myself.
a messeduppieceofshit isnt worthed being cared for..as it is always a messedup shit.
dont bother asking me wat all those shits mean..i will never remember it anymore..
10:37 PM
Thursday, February 08, 2007
4:21 AM
yah...i knw its been sometime i log into blogger..but i suddenly had the urge to write sumthing..
hmm..days hasnt been good..problem arising now and then..and yea after this semestral exam, im year 3...time really flies..am i going back to indo to continue my studies?or am i going to stay..can i even get into the university here..life sucks..
the time is 4.23 AM..i cant get to sleep..
what shld i do..i hate myself sumtimes... being the opposite of wat u are might be good at times..
i really wish i can change everything..is it too late now? will i disappoint the ppl around me?
i wish im still a child..living life without worries..
4:20 AM
yah..watever..i treat my parents very badly..thats wat they think..and my brother is the one they love..blah blah..stupid shit..my parents just dun biliv me anymore..fuck off!!
u suck..
dammit...its not like i dun do wat u wan me to do..sumtimes i just wan to do my own stuff..but u never let me..to think u always say those nice stuffs..yucks.
4:34 AM
2dae's the 2nd day she is working..
hmmm.it gets kinda boring when she goes to work..
games are 1 way to kill time..but games get boring after sometime.
volleyball?another good way..but without her presence.it feel as tho sumthing's missing.
been talking very little with her..
miss the days i play with her.talk with her.
its like...............................................................
i miss u! =P
I BLOG LIAO HOR..WAHAHA..U OSO MUST BLOG HOR!!
anw.jiayou!!the work only 2 weeks..go go go!!=)
thx dar.
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
3:41 AM
its bad to remind me that everything's fine all these while..
u said u wanna meet me before going for vball.
u went online,i msged u
u nvr reply.took u about an hour or so to reply me.
found out that u playing audition.
u say when i play game i dun care about u.u tell me if i dun,
will i keep nudging u for one whole hour while playing my game??
who is the one who didnt care about the other??
u chose to play ur game instead of telling me when and where to meet.
its so obvious that u treat it more importantly than me.
if u dun care
why shld i care.
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
12:51 AM
another post of mine .
its been fine all this while only until my parents came to singapore.
thanks to my big mouthed aunt,
my parents got to know everything about me and her.
they started to nag.
im really getting sick of it.
everything i do, they wan me to be so perfect.i just dunno why.
why do i have to listen to every single thing that they have to say.
i have my own thoughts too.
reading my smses without my consent is bad enuff.
i just didnt wan to say it out, i didnt wan to embarrass her.
the problem is why cant a 17 year old be in a relationship?
must i like wait till 30 or 40 years old then i have relationships?
argh..
please put urself in my shoe mum.dad.
when it comes, it cant be controlled..
do u ever understand? haiz.........................................................................................................
life is never good for ppl.
it would be good if this ends.sigh.
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
3:05 AM
its been awhile since ive blogged...
now i think blog is the only place i can vent all my anger, m hatred at...
im sorry blogger..
i cant fall asleep..
having to toss and turn on the bed for awhile..
my mind just wun let itself rest..
wthescu,
swjcoltma,
htiwbfaa.
ymiu, m, nhyttcm.
cccccciaucd...
DAMMIT..
ilytseaihufsr..
igjtebilytm,
uatottiwaly,
ihtobunobaft.
ynlhtbaggf,
yatsomahhtyutb.
yjdwtdatys.
ynkhtsac,
cwyfimalma.
tsgoy.
nyhmmhy.
i feel much better now..but i still cant sleep..
i hate myself.
a messeduppieceofshit isnt worthed being cared for..as it is always a messedup shit.
dont bother asking me wat all those shits mean..i will never remember it anymore..
